Tuesday, October 17, 2017

My Recent Talk

I recently spoke in sacrament meeting and wanted to preserve/share my talk here. Somehow what wasn't quite a 15 minute talk in church . . . looks monstrous all written up. But in speaking, I could say things somewhat more succinctly, tell stories more easily, and, . . . I was working from an outline at the podium, so I likely skipped a smidgen here or there. In any case. My talk:

My sister-in-law recently shared a quote with me. It was from a woman, not of our faith, who was a psychiatrist in a women's health clinic on a college campus. She worked with some women with some serious struggles and was affected deeply by a client’s suicide. In speaking to a friend she said, “You know, I cannot save them . . . All I can do is . . . plant myself at the gates of Hope. Sometimes they come in; sometimes they walk by. But I stand there every day and I call out till my lungs are sore with calling, and beckon and urge them in towards beautiful life and love.”

When our bishop asked me to speak, he wanted me to talk about prophets and apostles and about how listening to and following them has blessed my life. That list is pretty endless – in fact, I've been being blessed by people following the prophets since long before I was born; by my ancestors and Mike's ancestors leaving their countries and everything they knew – suffering death and loss of loved ones and poverty to accept the gospel and come here; by my own grandpa leaving the polygamist colony he grew up in; and by my own dad, who grew up in an inactive home, hearing the call of the prophet to serve a mission, marry in the temple, and become active in the church. So prophets have been blessing me since long before I even came here.

But, as I thought about the topic on a really personal level, I kept coming back to thoughts similar to what was expressed in that first quote because, for me, the prophets and apostles have always stood at the gates of Hope. They have called and beckoned and urged me in until the hope that they have seen has begun to become my own.

President Uchtdorf said:

“There may be times when we must make a courageous decision to have hope even when everything around us contradicts this hope. Like Father Abraham we will 'against hope believe in hope'. Or, as one writer expressed, 'in the depths of winter, we find within us an invincible summer.'”

The prophets and apostles have helped me to discover and believe in that “invincible summer”.

Several months ago my little Hans had just begun army crawling. He couldn't get more than about a foot in any direction. Anyway, on one particular morning at this time, I decided that I was going to get my little boys' bedroom clean. If any of you know my son Jesse, you can maybe imagine what his room looks like. There are motors taken out of nebulizers and electric pencil sharpeners, and light bulbs, and gears and cardboard cut up everywhere and fashioned into computers. So, it's a big job. And I was determined to get it accomplished that morning. My older kids were at school, so I put a show on for my two little girls, dumped a big pile of toys in front of Hans, and I got to work – and nothing was going to distract me until I brought order to that room. I worked away on it for about twenty minutes and was making good progress when I suddenly just had this quiet little thought that I needed to go check on Hans. I didn't want to of course because I was getting this done, but I did step out the door to call, “Summer, is Hans OK?” She replied, “I don't know.” She's only three, but he had been right in front of her, so I thought, “Hm, I better go check.” I ran down the stairs, turned the corner, and Hans's scooting skills had just taken off. He'd made it through our living room, around a corner, and he was – not just kind of close to the staircase leading to our basement – but he was at the stairs with his torso over the edge – reaching for a toy on about the third stair down. One more push with his little feet and he would have tumbled.

Now, I don't know that it would have been devastation. To be honest most of my kids have fallen down some portion of a staircase at one point or another. But, for whatever reason, it wasn't OK, it wasn't a good thing, and the Spirit intervened and told me to go get my little boy.

There were a lot of lessons for me in this little experience, but the thing that stood out to me the most was just this feeling of awe and kind of a marveling that God – who has worlds without number and governs this vast universe . . . was aware of exactly where I was and where my little Hans was and just what we were doing at that exact moment. I just kept picturing my little army-crawling Hansie in relation to EVERYTHING and feeling this overwhelming and renewed sense of comfort and trust that our Heavenly Father really does know and love his children and that what our prophets have said about him being constantly aware of us – where we are, what we are feeling, our worries and fears, and hopes; and about Him being in the details of our lives is true.

Now I know that hearing stories likes this sort of begs the question, “Why doesn't He always intervene?” Why does he often figuratively or literally allow us or our loved ones to fall down those stairs – sometimes to disastrous consequences? I think we can even be tempted to feel a little bitter when we think of the small things where he has intervened and compare that to the horrible things where he hasn't.

There is a quote from Boyd K. Packer that I really love. He says, “Do not suppose God willfully causes that which for his own purposes he permits.”

I love “for his own purposes” and I think that word “permits” is a huge key because he doesn't cause terrible things, and he never takes our agency. But we know that he DOES intervene in our lives. And if we don't know that, then we haven't been paying attention – in our own lives, in the lives of our loved ones, or in the stories in the scriptures – because he very often warns us of danger, stops us from going down certain paths, closes windows, opens doors, or sends angels and mortals at crossroads in our lives. I think many of us have even been saved from sin and serious error – or stopped from continuing in that wrong path – by the Lord intervening at the right moment.

So, when he doesn't intervene, we must believe that what the prophets and apostles and scriptures have said about all things working for our good to be true. We must believe that he sees how he can bring about his purposes in our lives.

There are so many great examples of this, and I wish we were in a classroom and could bring up personal and scriptural stories where he has and hasn't intervened and what that has meant. One that I have been thinking about lately occurs in the book of Mosiah. In chapter 23, Abinadi has just warned wicked King Noah and his priests to repent. Noah, of course, has had no interest in repenting, but Alma listened. He repented, and wrote down what Abinadi taught, and began preaching the gospel and baptizing until soon there were about 400 people who were gathering together and learning and increasing in light and knowledge of God and his truths. Noah finds out about this and sends an army to destroy Alma and his people. But the Lord intervenes. He warns Alma that Noah is coming and tells them to leave, and they escape this destruction.

So it's interesting to me that several verses later, when they have found a new land, and they are thriving and happy, and a Lamanite army is in the land, the Lord doesn't do the same thing. He doesn't stop this army from discovering Alma and his people and from bringing tremendous hardship and misery on them. But through that, not only did they develop tremendous faith, but it got them to leave this place where they were comfortable and get back to where the Lord needed them – which was with the other Nephites who they hadn't seen for several generations, and where the Lord had important work for Alma, and for his son Alma to do. But also, it gave all of us some of the most beautiful and comforting scripture reassuring us that Christ can lift our burdens and make our trials light.

In our own lives it sometimes feels impossible to believe that certain wrongs could ever be turned for our good, but it's important to understand and believe that Heavenly Father sees all – that he's not limited to the linear, mortal perspective that we are. I'm constantly gathering scriptures and quotes about this because it comforts me to know that there is nothing that will happen in my life that will catch him off guard. There is nothing that will occur that will have him saying, “Shoot. I know I made her a lot of promises of eternal happiness, but I didn't see that coming. So . . . things are pretty much ruined for her now.”

In the scriptures he tells us “all things are present with me”, and that he “knoweth all things”. He tells us, “I know the end from the beginning; therefore my hand shall be over thee.” We are assured that “he knoweth . . . all things which shall befall us” and that “past, present and future . . . are continually before the Lord.” (Moses 1:6, 2 Ne. 9:20, Abraham 2:8, Hel. 8:8, D&C 130:7)

President Uchtdorf tells us, “He knows what your future holds.”

And one of my very favorite quotes from Elder Eyring says:

“There is a God. He is our Father. He really knows us. He knows the future. I don't know how He knows it in such detail, but He knows the future. He knows every challenge ahead of you. He knows every opportunity ahead of you.”

He also says:

“Because you are so valuable, some of your trials may be severe. You need never be discouraged or afraid. The way through difficulties has always been prepared for you.”

I love that comfort that he sees all and has already prepared the way through for us.

Still, at times, I know it can almost seem blasphemous to suggest that certain terrible things He could ever use towards His purposes in our lives. But we need to remember that He doesn't cause evil; but that this is exactly why Satan can't win – why his power is so minuscule compared to Christ's. Because anything Satan does to us here – whether it's horrible wrongs against us or even tempting us to sin, when we turn to God, he can take all those things and turn them to our glory. And nothing is exempt. No matter how hard it might be for us to see that possibility.

That's his infinite atonement. That's what infinite means. His atonement transforms us. It heals us. So that nothing that befalls us here – or even that we wrongly do – he can't turn for our good and the good of others.

I think all the time about Joseph of Egypt. We see his story from this comfortable future vantage point where everything worked out great: he became this powerful leader, he saved his family, and he eventually saw his father again. But, when we look at it from that perspective we miss the terror of what he had to actually live through – trying to choose faith over fear and living day to day through it with out knowing the end; just like we have to do with our lives.

You know, he was only 17 when he was torn, unexpectedly, from everything he knew and everyone he loved – with no way to send word to anyone back home. He was sold to slave-traders, by his own brothers and sent to a country where I doubt he even knew the language. And once things finally started getting a little better for him, the lies and wicked choices of another person sent him to an Egyptian prison – which I can't imagine would be a pleasant place. And it wasn't as if he were there for a few days. He was there for over two years, two years without knowing that anything would ever change, without knowing that he wouldn't spend the rest of his life in an Egyptian prison.

And the Lord COULD have intervened. Easily. He could have prompted Jacob not to send Joseph to go check on his brothers that day. He could have sent a servant or neighbor along at the right moment to see what was happening. And I know He grieved at the terrible things Joseph's brothers were doing, and at the pain and fear he knew Joseph would have ahead, and at the horrible sorrow his dad would feel believing that his son was dead for years and years.

But He didn't intervene. He didn't intervene because He saw what this would allow and what and who He could make Joseph into through this experience.

Brothers and Sisters, the most supreme act – equal or next to the suffering in Gethsemane, our Savior's dying for us and subsequent resurrection – was only brought about after and through betrayal, lies, false judgments, beatings, and a horrific death inflicted on him by others.

Our Savior knows better than anyone else of His power to turn even the most awful things to good. He knows that he has the power to transform even the most horrible things so that they lead us to learn of hope, to trust in Him, to understand the power of forgiveness, and to ultimately be made glorious and full of joy.

He is aware of us. Every moment. Just as he was of my little Hans at the top of the staircase that morning. He does intervene in our lives. He saves us from hardship, disaster and pain far more often than we even know.

But when he does not, when he doesn't: send an angel to tell our child to repent like he did for Alma's or send someone to stop an abuse or disaster; when he does allow us to fall down those stairs . . . He will not leave us there. He won't allow either life and the natural disasters and diseases that are part of that, or Satan and his minions ultimate control.

He gives us agency. He allows us choice. But whether now or in a time to come, we will see, as President Benson has assured us, that “He will not leave one thing left undone” for each of us.

The sooner we turn to Him and look to Him and listen to the countless calls from himself and his prophets both ancient and modern to fear not – no matter the storms – the sooner He can fill us with hope and peace and the light we need to press on through whatever will come in our lives – trusting that He can make it serve his purposes for us and for those we love.

There is a scripture in Rev. 2:10 that says, “Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer.” He doesn't quantify that. He doesn't say, “Fear the things brought about by others sinning against you”.” Or “Fear the things brought about by your loved ones making poor choices.” He says, “Fear NONE of those things which thou shalt suffer”.

This plan that I chose – and that you chose – James E. Talmage called “infinitely superior” to any designs or plans of Satan's. Not just a little better. We chose a plan that is infinitely superior. I know this is true. I've gained this testimony not only by living through my own experiences where things didn't look as if they could ever possibly be turned for good, but also by listening to and trusting the words of our prophets and apostles until their testimonies of our Savior and the infinite hope that he always holds out to us, has become my own testimony. I treasure it. And I offer it to all of you. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Friday, September 15, 2017

Powder Mountain

Saturday was Abe’s first mountain bike race of the season. Mike had more than a full day of work he was supposed to do and van breaks needing fixed, so I talked the girls into tending for what I knew would be . . . a lot of hours, and Abe and I, after picking up a friend whose son had left for the race earlier than she had wanted to go, headed off to Powder Mountain.

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These races aren’t small. There are schools from all over the state. Hundreds of racers. The races for all the different divisions taking up the majority of the daylight hours. So, at this particular race, they had a relatively small area near the “pit zone” (the field where all the schools’ pavilions, etc. are set up close to the starting line) where you could drop off your racers. Then you were expected to drive to a parking lot much further away where you could take a shuttle bus back to the race.

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I pulled up to the drop off area, and, during the brief moment when my friend and I stepped out of the car to make sure Abe had his bike off the rack, etc., . . . I locked my keys . . . and phone . . . and camera in the car (along with my friends’ things). It was one of those dumb things that any number of small things would have prevented from happening. If I’d just left my door open while I helped Abe grab his bike. If I’d just stayed in the car altogether since Abe didn’t actually require any help. If I had left the keys in the ignition (thus stopping the “automatic door lock” from going off on Abe’s car). If I’d put the keys in my pocket. If . . . if . . . if.

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Alas there I was – in the area forbidden for long-term parking – unable to do anything but . . . stay parked. We sent Abe off to warm up and find his friend. We talked to the Highway Patrol Officer we found (who said they didn’t carry kits anymore and couldn’t help me). We talked to the people directing traffic – explaining why we were parked . . . where no one was allowed to park. We walked until we found one small bar of reception on my friend’s phone. And then . . . I called Mike.

I couldn’t imagine that getting a locksmith way up there would be any less than a fortune. And I knew Mike’s whole day was impossibly busy. That the whole reason I was at the race and not him was because his day was impossibly busy. But I also knew, as I always know, that Mike would come to the rescue – that he would somehow solve the whole situation without making me feel like I’d inconvenienced him. 

And he did. (Though I did wander about for a bit after calling him asking for, and failing to find, hangers, etc. – hoping to somehow get the car unlocked before Mike had gathered tools and left on the hour-long drive.) Mike arrived, and, with the help of a hanger, something to wedge the door open a crack, and the friendly traffic director . . . got the door open, moved Abe’s car, moved our truck, and found his way to me with my camera just in time for me to catch Abe on the very final stretch of his race and at the finish line . . . covered in dirt. (So much dirt! Every kid in that race looked like they’d crashed in a pile of dirt and dust.)

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It’s such a fun atmosphere at those races! It’s always somewhere beautiful. Fall weather setting in. People blowing horns and ringing cowbells as packs of racers go by. And walking through weeds and dirt and over rocks to try and get to another clearing where you might see your racer go by.

And . . . Mike did get to work a little on the van brakes . . . though perhaps not quite as early in the day as he might have wished. . . . (And, naturally, Jesse was with him. I’d tried to put him to bed, but it was just too too terrible to be borne. It’s fun having a little soul so insatiably curious and deeply interested in most anything we are ever trying to figure out. And that Mike. He’s a keeper too.)

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Whatever On Earth I Felt Like Writing About

It’s hard to recall for certain if it’s been just since having babies, . . . or since college, . . . or since middle school (when I’d have to set my alarm clock across the room to stop myself from turning it off and falling directly back to sleep), but I think, possibly, I’ve been tired . . . my entire life. Have I? I can’t remember. Usually, after the initial morning struggle, I manage to scuffle and kick and round up all the tiredness. I shoo it all into a closet, turn the key in the lock and, for most of the day, manage to ignore its faint banging on the door. It works pretty well. But today . . . I must have never swept it into the closet (or even under the rug) to begin with because all day it’s been nagging me -- pulling on my sleeves, whining in my ear. But there’s hope of course. Hope for rest. The other morning, when I was surprised by my mom responding to a text at 6:30 AM and asked her what she was doing up so early, she responded that at about 5:00 AM she woke and got thinking about everything that needed to be done that day so she just got up and started on it. “But I can go back to bed later,” she said. “You’re up for the duration, aren’t you. But someday you’ll be 80 and can go back to bed if you want.” Hahaha. Yes. It’s almost as good as the comfort Mike once gave me that I’d have plenty of time to sleep . . . when I’m dead (and even that we weren’t truly certain of). But, when I’m 80. That’s something.

Speaking of my mom, whenever she made spaghetti, she would dump the sauce in the pan, then put a small amount of water in the jar, put the lid on, shake it vigorously, and dump the rest of the sauce (sauce that had been clinging to the jar and was now loosened up by the water) into the pan. I can’t ever just forget that when I make spaghetti myself. When I throw the jar away after the initial dumping out of sauce I always feel a bit guilty and extravagant. And when I take a minute and add the water (even as I fear it will water down my sauce), I feel rather thrifty and pleased with myself.

I went to the temple with my mom a few months ago and then to a bakery afterwards. (This no longer has anything to do with spaghetti sauce). We talked and talked about her courtship with my dad and his experiences in Japan and how, when he asked her to marry him, she had only dared hope that maybe maybe he might be going to ask her to “go steady”, but no, it was marriage! He wanted to MARRY her! She’d prayed for years to someday marry someone “just like Gordon Allred”. It probably couldn’t  be him of course. He was too old (nearly six years older than she was), too . . . distant of a goal. But if she could maybe be lucky enough to marry someone just like him . . . .

When she tells the story now – the surprise final answer to her prayers – she always says, “It turns out there was no one more like Gordon Allred than Gordon Allred himself!”

. . . And then my dad’s sister Penny, upon hearing the news, began jumping on the bed so exubberantly that she broke it. And of course they’d told my mom’s parents, but my dad’s parents were out of town so they agreed they should keep the news quiet until they had a chance to tell them. . . . My mom lasted til all of about 10:00 AM the next morning before she couldn’t stand it any longer and went running down the street to tell the news to her good friend Anne.

And . . . now . . . why was I writing this?? Oh yes. I was thinking of my mom. All the talking that night after the temple. My mom . . . well . . . she understands when I speak. And, as I eagerly poured out all my wonderings about connected spiritual experiences and about God’s shocking efficiency in arranging things being perhaps very different from our own ideas of efficient, it felt very much like I was living at home again – 12 years old and lying on the floor next to her sewing closet – asking her one hundred million questions (enough to exhaust even the most patient of souls) about what she thought The Millennium might be like, or the first-semester college student who was awed by having just scratched the surface of quantum physics and The Theory of Relativity and wanted someone to listen to the new ideas I was bursting to share. As we talked that night, I told her how I trusted my dad was close but hadn’t felt it very obviously. And then, without intending to, I burst out bawling as I told her we would need to find some way for her to more clearly let me know she was around once she left this life because I couldn’t bear not feeling certain of either of them close.

In other news. I had a surprise root canal the other day. I’d had a throbbing toothache for several days and was all trepidation heading to the dentist. The pain was all in the area of a bridge, and I didn’t want a big . . . “to do” in order to solve my problem. I wanted like . . . a rogue piece of a popcorn kernel to be discovered lodged in my gums. But . . . it was the worst case scenario. Which, it turns out, wasn’t actually that terrible. But now I’m sitting here with a missing tooth in my mouth and half a missing tooth where they only partially covered the one that needed the root canal due to time constraints from my unexpected situation. So . . . that’s nothing terribly interesting. Only it felt like it might garner me a little sympathy. “I had to have my bridge yanked off and then a ROOT CANAL the other day!” I feel the sympathy just pouring in. Trickling? Ah well. It wasn’t thrilling. But I’ve had root canals several times in my life and . . . shhhh . . . don’t tell . . . but they don’t actually deserve that much sympathy. It’s mostly just a little longer in the dental chair.

But let’s go back to my parents. That was more interesting.

Several weeks after my dad passed away, I dreamt that I was on an incredibly long and exhausting journey. The entire point of the journey was simply to get home to my dad. I crossed traffic-filled multi-lane roads and made my way along mountainous trails. Sometimes the paths were hard but clear. Other times they were incredibly overgrown and uncertain, and I would follow someone who I trusted knew the way. I never felt lost, but I always marveled that the weed and bush-covered trails did  finally open into clear and obvious paths again. I kept wearing out pairs of shoes – It was funny, I could see them in my dream: all of the colorful, various shoes that I’d worn through – lined up next to each other on an old wooden shelf. At times on my journey trusted companions had to leave me and could only point the way onward, but I kept going until at last I did make it home to my dad. When I got there I was a bit surprised that he didn’t think I’d been gone so very long. But, there was little time to worry about that. I had other friends who I had left – still out there on those overgrown trails, and I knew we needed to busy ourselves with helping them.

It was so clearly and unapologetically symbolic that it almost made me laugh. I was grateful for it though.

Moving on: I don’t know how to manage the fact that Mette won’t stay two forever. Or at least for . . . my entire lifetime. Mind you she has pulled my nerves and sanity as tight and far and see-through thin as they can go without snapping beyond all repair (with her clinging and demanding and sobbing).But . . . then . . . she is also impossibly glorious. She’s impossible AND glorious. And impossibly glorious. Everything. Everything. Her sturdy, bouncy little run. Her straight, bobbed little hair. Her telling me to “draw a duck” thirty times a day (and I’m still no good at it). How could I be allowed something so overwhelmingly wondrous? And how can I allow any bits of it to cease being?

Well, I shall end with pictures as unconnected to this post as the paragraphs of this post itself were to one another.

An evening at the park. (Our AC was out for some time in early September. The temperatures were still often in the 90s and our house doesn’t seem to cool down at night even when outside cools down, so we spent a long time at the park one evening simply to escape the heat trapped in our house. I met a nice lady who I talked and talked to about raising kids and the like as if we’d known each other for years. And then we went our separate ways and I probably wouldn’t recognize her if I saw her again. But she was perfectly pleasant. And now our AC is finally fixed. And we don’t really need it because, as of yesterday, fall is here! Cold weather and rain and thunder. It makes me desperate for pumpkins on the porch and a bushel of peaches from the Perry fruit stands in my fridge.)

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And an evening over at Mike’s parents. We stopped by with a cake and visited for a bit while kids jumped on the trampoline and checked on grandpa’s chickens (which are somehow far more novel than our own), and Mike’s brother stopped by and made some sort of flarp like substance with the kids.

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Friday, September 8, 2017

Labor Day Weekend (After Some Initial Rambling)

Summer just screamed, “AAAAhh! Mette’s trying to eat something like a person!” I looked over in time to see Mette smile mischievously and make a snapping, biting motion towards Summer. Summer screamed again. Mette snapped again. . . . And then contritely apologized when I came rushing in. “No no Mette! Stop scaring Summer. We don’t eat people. Give her loves and tell her sorry.”

And I haven’t gotten over the strangeness that I now occasionally have to ask, “Where’s Hans?”

Off exploring. That’s where he always is. 

I’ve long since had to block the basement stairs, and he seems to regularly recall that there is a cabinet missing its door in the kitchen and just low enough that if he swipes his arm up (confined to his tummy as he still is in his wanderings) he can manage to knock out a slew of canteen-like water bottles that he can then roll under chairs and under counter edges and under dishwashers. Babies seem to take on so much more personality when you can see where they choose to go. The mobility combined with other “older” sorts of things have made him seem such . . . well . . . such an older baby of late. This week, in a day, he mastered sitting up, and holding his bottle; the other day he was looking at Mike and very clearly “yelled” to get Mike’s attention; and twice he slept for 12 plus hours at night. (True, some of my children were doing 12 hour stretches much much earlier than this, but considering I’ve done nothing particular to dissuade his night wakings, it’s a lovely development.)

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In other news. We went off to Bear Lake over Labor Day weekend. Between having a newborn, the flood, and lots of Mike’s vacation days having been needed for other things, we’d only been up two times this year! TWO TIMES. So I was feeling extra lonesome for the place and anxious to be there. And so when the weekend went ahead and obligingly gave us possibly the warmest Labor Day we’ve had up there, I was quite happy! (The summer is often very short up there. We’ve had snow there on Memorial Day weekend and then cold jacket-wearing weather by Labor Day many times.) And while I’ve decided once and for all that October truly is my favorite month of the year, and while Mike prefers fall at the cabin himself, summer is what I most long for at Bear Lake.

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We kept windows and cabin deck doors open. The days were warm and the nights cool. (We didn’t actually keep all the deck doors open. The kids and Mike were overly fond of the spider-web and frightening, furry spider who was using it that covered part of this door and kept telling me to close it again every time I opened it lest I disturb him.)

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But this was made up for by my getting to keep the door open in the loft that leads to the very tiny deck at the back of our cabin. I like that puny little deck in theory, but we rarely go out there or even open its door as it faces the front of our neighbor’s cabin and is placed in such a way that, when open, it feels oddly like we are staring at one another. This time however the sleeping pad that I put across the open doorway to block Hans from escaping out of it sufficiently obscured our view of our neighbor . . . and his view of us . . . to make leaving it open seem mostly acceptable.

We read some of A Face Like Glass, Mike let me sleep in, and we watched late movies. We went to the beach, ordered pizza, ate lots of treats (one time we ran out of treats during a Bear Lake trip and we nearly all died), and got shakes at Zipz on their last day open for the season. Mike took the older three kids on a long 4-wheeler ride to Peter Sinks (actually, he was uncertain when or if they were officially at Peter Sinks as it wasn’t perfectly clear – which disappointed him), and the younger kids he let ride go-carts at the local . . . go-cart . . . raceway . . . place (I don’t know what one calls it). We fed carp at the marina and arm-wrestled and stacked rocks (pebbles?) in contest on the beach, and, on the way home, when I mentioned how many dead deer we’d seen on the roads, Summer calmly said, “Well there’s some deer that aren’t dead,” and pointed to a herd of cows. It was a lovely trip.

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